How fast time flies! It is now mid-feb!
It feels like ages since i last blogged, then i realise it is only less than a month ago. So much things have happened since. I went to Hongkong, celebrated the lunar New Year, worked my ass off and been falling ill consistently (almost every weekend).
The next event to look forward to would be V'day! This would be the first time in 5 years whereby i am single on V'day. It feels normal and i'm definitely not worrying about being dateless.
Its been x number of month since we've broken up. And like all cases of breakups, some will stay as friends and some will just become total strangers. For me, i would choose that we become total strangers and i pray that i will never see his face ever. I'm still disgusted and i know this feeling will remain with me for life.
After all the dust has settled, its not difficult to realise how everything has been a blessing in disguise. I'm definitely happier knowing that he was not at all what i thought he was and instead he showed to me an immaturity and childishness of the most shocking kind. That made giving up so much easier.
Anyway back to V'day, i think i already have a date but looking at my health for today i'm not really sure if i can make it tomorrow. Then again, my date haven't exactly confirmed the timing for tomorrow too.
Ah well.. i might end up being dateless eventually.
1 comment:
It's wierd to break up and have to be strangers.
Is it possible to avoid someone forever where you live?
Here in Portland OR. USA it's big enough to not run into your ex but small enough to still be within say, 4 degrees of seperation (your hair stylist's daughter's uncle could be your ex's friends, mothers, gardeners friend.
Good idea not to burn bridges no matter what.
Good luck and happy Vday.
D.
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