Retro chicken rice store

the babes waiting for the chicken to come

there is suppose to be alot more. But my cranky N70 died on me corrupting my memory card. Or could it be the other way round.
I lost all pictures i took during my poly gathering. Damn.. looks like i might need to buy a phone soon. Right when i'm feeling poor. BAKA!
I have ran out of mobile phones. Loaned it all away. =(
ah well back to 6670 while thinking of a solution without involvin $$.

The one about what i think and feel

My dreamy ditzy and dazy mood is making me reflect and ponder alot.
Making me feel oh-so-philosophical.

My current thoughts:

1. if each and every single one of our lifes were chronicled and made into a movie, i'm sure it would be just as entertaining, exciting and emotional as any of the box office hits out there
2. I believe every one of us has our own story to tell.
3. Live life the way you want it and share it with people who u love and loves u! They will always be willing to listen.
4. Share your life story with enthusiam coz they will feel happy for you when you are happy. I'm sure of this, coz i know i will be happy to hear my friends happy.
5. Be lost about life but dun lose hope.
6. Do what you want to do. Achieve what u want to. Experience what you have on your mind. Life is only so short!

The current me:

1. I love Sundays.
2. I love my quiet time alone. Pulling my lappie to anywhere around my house and blogging in the cozy silence of the drowsy afternoon.
3. I love my wonderful new pot and teacups and my flora teas.
4. I am careful with who i hang out with and who i go out with.
5. I do things in ways i can with the best of my ability. I live by that rule day to day so i will know i will not have much regret to worry about.
6. Trying to learn something new everyday.

I am contented. But i won't be complacent. I will live on to experience more so that i have more to share. :)

Have you ever felt this way?

I feel like i'm on perpetual high the whole of this week.

I lived my week dreamy. Slowing shuttling to work, getting back home, going for Salsa, meeting Yilin(Renes good friend whom i havent met in 2 years) at Salsa, bumping into Eunice round my house area, practicing salsa at union, meeting my dear babes at Timbre for rocking good fun, meeting the babes for free movie (thanks to Amber!), chicken rice lunch at a retro coffee shop, shopping with Jia, meeting my poly friends and ending it all with KTV on Saturday night.
Phew. Eventful.

My dreaminess was the wonderful, serene sort... the way i like it.
I feel perhaps the week was moving way too slow to be normal but yet if i see things from another perspective, it seemed everything was over in a flash.

So i am left wondering, why so dreamy this week.
An accquaintance suggested - "Maybe, Prissy you are in love".
In reply to that statement i went "Yah right. With who and with what?"
Recollecting the incidents that night, perhaps he is right. I felt my wound had heal and now the best thing has happened - the scar is fading.

I'm looking forward to the coming week. I wonder what more wonders will life lead me to experience. It's all so exciting.

Happy Birthday Prissy!

Today marks the day when Ms Pan officially becomes 22.
Wah *sweats* can the number jump any faster or not? So fast so fast! Haiyo dun blog still not so nervous, blog already den become gan jiong.

Firstly, a huge thank you to all my sweetest friends who called, sms and msn to wish me. Really glad and touched you all remembered.
And of coz i must separately mention the name of this dear babe who went thru the trouble of dedicatin a column of her blog to post my birthday greetings and also for posting it on her MSN nick for the day. Thank you MICHELLE YONG LAI YEE (see see its colourful tooo! haha).

No major celebration for me this year thanks to my wonderful 'good' health. But i still have a very nice mango cake when the clock struck 12 last nite, thanks to Ceyu who came down to look for me. He gave me a box of styrofoam with teapot, really cute teacups and assortments of flora tea. So nice, something i've always wanted but always forget that i want.

I've also received a 30gb IPOD Muvee, a miniature personal makeover album, a Chicken little comic book and tons of well wishes from everyone! Man i'm so so happy! and the best part Its only half the day! :)

Anyway my birthday wish last night was wasted on hoping i'll get well today. It didnt happen! Lousy wish. bleah~

I miss sinful, oily, spicy food.

Get well soon, get well soon, get well soon~~

Another Spree Channel!

Just when i was cursing and swearing about Flowerpod strict restrictions on spree, i found another new place that organises sprees! Hip Hip Hoooooray!!!

I'm so hoping they will organise one for Victoria Secret soon. I saw this die die must have shorts going at only USD$15 bucks and they have it in size 0. Hope they'll start the spree before my lovely shorts is gone.

Aww man and now the VS site is down. bleah~ can't post the pic now.

For the babes thats into spreeing as well this is the oh so wonderful link sgspree.

Home again..

I'm at home again, the 3rd time i'm takin leave in 2 weeks.
Woke up this morning feeling rather refreshed but when i finally stepped out of my house, i started having bouts of dizziness and broke out in cold sweat. As i pushed myself further saying i can get my rest when i get to the bus-stop, my vision suddenly got splashed with patches of very bright white spots. So i hurried back and slept my morning away.
Hmm.. its getting a bit worrying, this is the second time this week it's happened. I hope i will get well soon!

V'day this year was one very special one.
I was down with really bad cough and was asleep by 1030 pm.
No outing, no romantic dinner and neither was there a meetin with my babes. All i did was to sleep thru V'day. I'm not complaining though. :)

Gift collection count, i had a rose from dear o Kelvin and a really cute Get Well Soon card from Ceyu delivered right to my house doorstep. The funny thing is the deliveryman was ultra secretive, after dropping the card, he ran to the lift and hid behind the wall and by the time i ran to the lift lobby, i was in time to see Mr Deliveryman go down the lift. hahaha my hunch is Mr Deliveryman was Ceyu, though he insisted it wasn't him.
Oh well. Theres no prizes even if i guessed correctly so i'll just leave it at that then.

Something happened at work yesterday. Disgustingly immature M msn me, regarding some things he could not find. That left me wondering what the hell was wrong with him? After so long and after all the crap he did, he still had the cheek to msn me?!
My breakup rule is if we ended things nice and well, we can be friends, not the best of friend but still a normal friend - just like how me and raeburn turned out.

Deliberately answering a call just to make me listen to his conversation with his new girl is definitely not ending things nice and well. In fact it is very SICK and PSYCHOTIC and i'm sure only people with the most twisted of minds can come up with actions of such.
He should be going to a shrink instead of talking to me, the shrink would provide better help.

I pity his new babe and i can't help but wonder if her maturity can make her acceptable to a boyfriend who goes online to know girls that are 19 years of age, who lies blatantly to save his own ass (he told his mum i ran off with other guys! wtf!), who purposely allow me to overhear their conversation while they were out on a date.
Then again its not really my problem, its a thought i like toying with.

That being said, there's no hate towards him. He's just too disgusting to be labelled a friend of Prissy. Hating him would only take away my happiness, he took it away for close to two years and now that i have it back, i'm not letting him take it away anymore.

I'm a real lucky babe who found out at 21, what he is all about.
He's gone for good and i hope it will stay this way till my end of days.

Perhaps its better...

I'm loving my singledom very much. I have yet to enjoy it fully, but recently some events make me feel perhaps it is better that i be attached.

It seems because i am now single, some people are becoming more demanding of my time. Not only is that person making me answerable for my own planning, he's also making unncessary comments when i make plans to meet up with other friends.

Gosh~ i seriously feel like giving that person a piece of my mind, he's making a huge nuisance of himself and really testing my patience. Who the hell is he to dictate and make me feel sorry when i chose to meet my friend over him?
I'm not the least bit sorry and for god sake! Yes, he might have asked me out first but i have the rights to make the decision on who i wanna be out with on V'day or every other day!

Sickening asshole........

Happy Valentine 2006

How fast time flies! It is now mid-feb!

It feels like ages since i last blogged, then i realise it is only less than a month ago. So much things have happened since. I went to Hongkong, celebrated the lunar New Year, worked my ass off and been falling ill consistently (almost every weekend).

The next event to look forward to would be V'day! This would be the first time in 5 years whereby i am single on V'day. It feels normal and i'm definitely not worrying about being dateless.

Its been x number of month since we've broken up. And like all cases of breakups, some will stay as friends and some will just become total strangers. For me, i would choose that we become total strangers and i pray that i will never see his face ever. I'm still disgusted and i know this feeling will remain with me for life.

After all the dust has settled, its not difficult to realise how everything has been a blessing in disguise. I'm definitely happier knowing that he was not at all what i thought he was and instead he showed to me an immaturity and childishness of the most shocking kind. That made giving up so much easier.

Anyway back to V'day, i think i already have a date but looking at my health for today i'm not really sure if i can make it tomorrow. Then again, my date haven't exactly confirmed the timing for tomorrow too.

Ah well.. i might end up being dateless eventually.