A Merry L'l Christmas Post

2008. another few more daylights. it will be 2009.

Time zooms by, whether u notice it or not. 2008 has been. pretty fantastic i must say.

Many changes, many firsts, many happiness and of course many sadness that happens, so that we will learn to appreciate the happiness better.

I'm well prep for 2009. I got myself a new diary and i can't wait to use it, so thats pretty much the reason for my enthusiasm in welcoming the New Year. So for those of you out there who is not looking forward to the coming year, i suggest you get a new diary, and make sure its a really pretty one that will make u look forward to the coming year.

Hmm. Must be the festive season and singlehood. 

Merry christmas & A Happy New Year people. :) 

Funny Video

I came across this video from superstar's blog, its so funny and i love it.
People in power suits - rapping, jumping, swaying. So random, so fun.

Hope you guys will enjoy the as much as i did. I've watched it like 5 x already.

And its still funny...

Sore..

I am having a sore throat. N i dun tink stayin up at this late helps.
Anyway before I turn in for the morning.

Here's a song to share. Enjoy.



说也奇怪 这些年来
不明白 我如何 忍受过来

一场期待 一片空白
人的心 就是这样狠起来

我们的恋爱 如果不失败
我们怎么会有这么成功的分开

Never mind you just go away
你以为 我一定后悔
已经有了 最坏的准备
走了这步 就举手不回

Never mind you just go away
你以为 我就会流泪
我会不会 你配不配

勉强相爱 就像骨牌
守不住 倒不如 倒的精采

我们的恋爱 如果不失败
我们怎么会有这么成功的分开

Never mind you just go away
你以为 我一定后悔
已经有了 最坏的准备
走了这步 就举手不回

Never mind you just go away
你以为 我就会流泪
我会不会 你配不配

lt's okay l'm okay
我不用你陪
你不要误会 我只是有点累
却没时间崩溃

Never mind you just go away
你以为 我一定后悔
已经有了 最坏的准备
走了这步 就举手不回

Never mind you just go away
你以为 我就会流泪
我会不会 你配不配

如果我不会 你会不会

Strange but real

Strangely temptations always appear when you're most vulnerable.
Its like God's way of testing ones' strength, to see if you can will yourself away or will you falter and commit.

But of course when temptations are thrown in your face, is it oh-so-easy to just enjoy if first and disregard all possible outcomes.

Being humans, how many of us can stand up against the temptation, no matter how enticing it is?
Or will we only ponder upon the consequence after you enjoyed that sinful temptations.

Life is strange. But again. Life's like that.

Jumping Jumping Commercial

Got the clip from Si En sometime back, but just never had the time to post it up.

So finally after spending like the whole morning looking for the relevant software to convert the files to the RIGHT format.

It is now finally done and uploaded. 

Not so Dead Yet...

Just when you thought that this blog is dead! Well think again.
Here I am, back to do my bit of keeping this site alive.

I kinda lost the blogging momentum, so frankly, i dun really know what i wanna say or share at this point in time.
But i do know, i wanna flaunt a little. Hehe. So here goes everyone..

Check out my new toy from my dearest....

nice and pure. The white collection.

The DS is not new, it has been with me for 2 years now... but just thought i want to have it in the picture coz it complements the whole white theme... hee

Friday friday friday...

Yey! Finally Friday.
Not like it really affects me though. I have been holidaying like since Jan? =P

Anyway I found some new activities to fill my life. I think they call it...a job.

Things are looking quite rosy so far. Though the pace of information feeding can be overwhelming at times but after months of zero intellectual input in my brain, I do welcome this knowledge download.

Anyway this Job is great because... Meeting friends is part of my job scope and i get to share with them something that might help them retire more comfortably in future. And the really best part is, its Own Time Own Target!

p.s.To everyone who left me all the compliments! I humbly accept them and I thank all of you for your generous encouragments! Thk u so so much!

MV girl...

Yay! Many thanks to Evonne. The MV is up. :)



Enjoy!

如果要让我活 让我有希望的活

As i watch my friends climb the corporate ladder.
I wonder. Am I, sensible or senseless?

They say "it is not the end but just the beginning".
Believing. Am i naive or positive?

different school of thoughts; different perspective.

As long as i'm happy.
Good things will follow.
And i will get by...

till another time.
Good night and be happy alwayz

Song of my Moment

This song tells a story. A funny one.
I wonder how he does it.
Coming up with Lyrics that harmonize with the melody perfectly and keeping its storyline intact.
Read through the lyrics and be impressed.

兵荒马乱五百年来没改变过
花果山下满天的烽火

人类累不累啊还在你争我夺
西天取经回来后 有没有人有读过

师父每年都会寄卡片来问候 五百张了算多不算多
看到卡片我都想起那段奋斗
金箍棒那麽神勇 现在只能掏掏耳朵

齐天大圣是我 谁能奈何了我
但是我却依然不小心 败给了寂寞

如果要让我活 让我有希望的活
我从不怕爱错 就怕没爱过
如果能有一天 再一次重返光荣
记得找我 我的好朋友

听说悟净已经植发治好了秃头
有了论及婚嫁的女友
八戒这个猪头手机老是不通
好色本性多隽永 好像时间从来没走

西天取完了经 东边应该还有
夥伴们好不好 让我们 再拯救地球

如果要让我活 让我有希望的活
我从不怕爱错 就怕没爱过
如果能有一天 再一次重返光荣
记得找我 我的好朋友

Music 滴～～～滴～～～滴～～～

如果要让我活 请给我快乐苦痛
我从不怕爱错 就怕没爱过
如果能有一天 再一次重返光荣
记得找我 我的好朋友
如果要让我活 让我有希望的活
我从不怕爱错 就怕没爱过
如果能有一天 再一次重返光荣
记得找我 我的好朋友

The Bucket List.

Time check: 6.30am.
Description: Light Blue sky with intermittent lightning and chirping birds.

I haven't been awake at such unearthly hour for a while.
But with thanks to erratically humid weather and germs brought home by Dad and Bro. I'm down with flu and cough (like who else isnt?) and so i'm up due to the incessant coughing.

I was out in the Business District yesterday, going for a job interview (yes. I finally stepped out of my shell!)(No. I still haven't gone for a holiday yet!).
Not going into details of my job in here so I'll tell ya all when i see ya.

After the interview, i met up with an ex-client turned friend. We did the usual sharing & catching up stuff and he shared with me a movie which he recently watched, titled the The Bucket List. Story revolves around two terminally ill men, escaping from a cancer ward and headed off on a road trip with a wish list of to-dos before they die. And the wish list in mention is "The Bucket List" - a list of things you wish to do/see/achieve before you kick the bucket.

I wonder, do all people have a bucket list? A list with all the things they hope to achieve or do before they move on to the next dimension?
Is it beneficial to have one? A written black and white commitment to ourselves so that we will live our lives to the fullest the way we want it and move on without regrets. And what if at the end of our journey there are still tonnes of unaccomplished tasks on the list, would that make our life less fruitful? Maybe. Maybe Not.

One great ideology i learnt recently "How you think dictates how you feel; you are what you think". So if u think u lived life meaningful, it will be meaningful. (ooo. early morning pep talk guess where this came from)

So here is Pris's Bucket List (farfetched & dreamy but hopefully one day a reality )...

• spread awareness of illegal/senseless/cruel poaching of wildlife (sharkfins included)
• feed & protect starving children worldwide
• keep the earth alive for future generations (Reuse, Reduce, Recycle)
• to see the good in everyone
• find positivity in every situation
• to inspire peoples life
• to sky dive
• to travel the world
• to act
• to make loads of money

birthday for Iren

Now for something happier, i met up with the star searchers on Sunday to attend Iren's birthday party. It was nice to see all of them after so long and even nicer to find out that... we still had common topics to talk about! :P

The night was a casual affair with lots of food, booze and fun. Being true entertainers Andie, Desmond and Marcus kept Jeneen, Iren and I entertained with their silly antics. Unforgettable but not so funny when i try to spell it out in words, so i will not try to attempt doin so either.

During our chat I'm proud and glad to annouce that:
-Andie, Desmond, Jackson & Weilie are on TV every Friday evening at 8pm. Hosting the Variety show 奥游北京! Watch it to help boost rating!
-Marcus has a role in an upcoming drama show with Christopher Lee, that will be showing after the the current 9pm show 迷图 ends its run. so do look out for him when you're watching!
-Glamourous, fashionable, demure Jeneen has 2 fashion spread on U-weekly and an upcoming Swimwear spread in Cleo Magazine June Edition. So do look out for tat too!

Soooooo... do watch/buy/lookout and support them okie!!!!!

Before i end.. here's some pictures from Iren's bday party.....

My not too pleasant performance...

Ok. So I've watched the show last evening. And frankly... i'm not very pleased. I look strangely different (in a way that i dun like). But i guess its over and there's nothing i can do about it except to perform better in the next few episodes, which luckily still hasn't been filmed yet.

So jia you Ms Pan. U can only get better.

*****

Before i move on to the next topic. Thank you Mr Beano, for agreeing to help me record and even offering to consolidate all episodes and burn it into a DVD for me. I really really appreciate it!

Cheerios...

Watch Ch8 every Monday evening @10.30pm

I'm so so so thrilled!

My first TV project is now screening every Monday evening, 10.30pm.

It's a variety program and the Show name is 'Her Sense'.

In the program, i play a KIASI office lady who is afraid of practically

everything and anything that might make me lose my job.

Though i only appear in a short segment with a small role; its my first

official acting attempt after the competition and i had fun. :)

As usual Uncle Tan was first to chanced upon it (he was first to sawthe MV too)

and he quickly called up my family to inform us tat it was showing.

According to him, the office politics segment is shown only at the end of the show,

so dun give up watching after 15 mins k.

Besides, the show seems to be interesting especially for us ladies as it talks about fashion, healthcare and staying pretty.

So it'll be a good 30 minutes of informative information plus you'll get to see me!!!!!

OMG! I'm on Teebeeeeeee. Wahahahaa!

I missed the first episode today, so i didn't know how well i fared.

But do SUPPORT and watch it next Monday alright

and leave me feedbacks or criticisms also can ....

OooOoOoooo... excited!

Remember to bring ID when buying SIM cards

Spent my day travelling to Lucky Plaza, to help my House helper, Aunty Sheila register her SIM card.

To all who don't know yet, please note that each time you want to purchase a SIM card be it pre paid or post paid, you will be required (BY LAW) to produce your identification documents. This is something that my helper overlooked, so we had to specially make a trip down to register the card else she will not be able to use the card tat she bought and she cannot contact her family and she doesn't have extra $$ to buy another SIM card cause she already spent it to buy this particular brand's! So yeah, all these reasons egged me to bring her down to Lucky Plaza and have it settled ASAP.

All should be fine now. Hope her card works tomorrow as promised by the guy at the counter.

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Now for something chirpier. My friend sent me this picture earlier which had me laughing out loud for a really long time. Hope this will cheer you up as much as it did for me. For your amusement... (see image)

When I start blogging frequently and then stop for a week, it feels strangely awkward like something in my life is missing; it feels as if months went by and you start feeling out of touch with the world, with friends and everything else around; it feels like.... you get the point.

Anyway back to updates, my life has been hectic in a good-i-like-it-kinda-way.

I'll update it in bits when i have more time. Rrrr. Gosh. I suddenly dun feel like I'm having a break anymore, and the worse thing is I have no income. Ermmm. well not totally but I'm still waiting for payments. Which will reach me soon and everything will all fall into place.
I'll find a job that I love that will pay me well and allows me to have freedom. I'm sure. :D (Be Optimistic! Think Positive!)

Anyway for now, just go to facebook to see all the pictures and try to make sense of what is going on, because as the saying goes... Picture speaks a thousand words.
Stay tune :)

Before the day end.

I want to say

Happy Birthday Uncle Tan!

You're so Old....

but i still heart you loads.xoxo

Pictures from CNY...

Ang Bao Collection Time!

Yusheng, Birthdays & Games

Annual Movie Outing

Hehe. Pictures taken on the eve of Chinese New Year 2008 @my Ah ma house with my relatives.

Annual noisy affair with a flat packed full with Adults, Teenagers, Kids and Toddlers.

不舍得。。

I likee how my blog new colors and how the drawing complements the entire color theme.
I love it so much that, it made me kinda reluctant to post new entries because then the beauty will be disrupted.

But as it is with the rules of life, all things beautiful are short-lived and quality lasts.

Before i bid goodbye to this beautiful page.
I share with thee.

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My blog nicest page ever.

The power of photoshop, from a messy doodle to something more presentable...

Because i want something different...

Yearning.

Because i can't change the world or my life.
I can and have changed my blog colors.

about extension of Birthday - even more belated! ...

Previously on prissypan.blogspot.com, i mentioned that i was still celebrating my birthday 2 weeks after; apparently it seems... I spoke too soon.

I had yet another celebration last Wed @ Spizza with My BFF and yes I got a present too!
More presents! Yay! yay!

So for all the special times i had, i shall have a post to document the numerous celebrations for turning 24 18 . So exciting!
But for now, i will have to say - good nite to all!
I want nice complexion so i must sleep earlier.

p.s. my normal sleeping routine goes something like that: sleep at 4/5 am in the morning, wake up at noon, eat lunch, sleep again after lunch. *bliss*

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This year, instead of celebrating my burstday - 1 day only, Celebrations started early and ended like 2 week later?!
Thanks to all my sweet, adorable, where-to-find-such-friends, friends. Pris is one happy happy YOUNG girl ( I'm only 18 btw..hehe. so shy *blushes*).

I'll try to update more details soon. Stay tuned!

Gwad. This is freaking insane.

Z.z.z.z.z. I still can't sleep.

about having too much caffeine in one evening

Gawd! I hate it when i unwittingly get caffeine overdose (1 cup of Ice Lemon Tea + Teh Peng).

Besides the usual unable-to-sleep syndrome. My pulse increases, I get panicky for no reasons, I feel paranoid and worst of all, i feel drowsy and tired but i simply cannot sleep! Urgh... Here goes the most traditional method of getting to sleep.

1 meh meh sheep jump over the fence; 2 meh meh sheep jump over the fence; 3 meh meh sheep jump over the fence; 4 meh meh sheep jump over the cow; 5 meh meh ship jump over the cow; 6 meh meh ship jump over the fence; 7 meh meh sheep jump over the fence...ah ahhh ah ahhh (*lighting flashes, thunder claps*)ah ahhh ah ahhh(*lightning flashes; thunder claps)

about Congratulations Daren!

Ok this post is way back-dated. I had it in my draft since Mid Feb, but due to laziness, it remained there till today.

I must say - Congratulations Daren Tan Sze Wei! on your very first solo album! Wu huuu! Hope it sells like hot cakes and may it break records! :)

Ok, another reason for my enthusiasm besides the fact that his lead song 主打 is happy, lighthearted, sweet, endearing and chirpy, just the way i like my songs to be.
The other reason would of course be because... Look at the pictures! If you're still unsure whats happening, call/msn/email/sms me and i will tell you.

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Daren & I posing with the cartoonize us

A Pic for keepsake :) I rubbed shoulders w a celebrity!!!

The people behind our hamsome & pretty face and hair and clothes.

Bad Boy crooner needs his caffaine fix too.

Me with my prop for the day. A lollipop!

Okie peeps! Now that you know I'm involved in his MV (the song is 不需理由). Do your part to up his song level oke! Buy his album, dedicate his songs on radio, select it at least 20x when you go to the KTV and whatever that will make it popular! Promise you will kkkkk.

about emotions...

My world kinda came to a stand still after I've stopped working,
but the world hasn't.
With my newly found spare time, I went blog hopping.
Many blogs are dead and some as happening as ever.
The happening as ever ones, makes me feel like crap.

Since when did i give up improving myself.
Somehow, somewhere i got obsess, grew idealistic and thought passion feeds.
Wake up from Lala land Prisses.
In Singapore Moolah speaks. No Moolah. No passion.

Despair is:
when everything you ever wanted is painted clearly in your head...
but you just never seem to reach it.
-Anonymous-

about Birthday extension...

This year, instead of celebrating my burstday - 1 day only, Celebrations started early and ended like 2 week later?!
Thanks to all my sweet, adorable, where-to-find-such-friends, friends. Pris is one happy happy YOUNG girl ( I'm only 18 btw..hehe. so shy *blushes*).

I'll try to update more details soon. Stay tuned!

about ...

okie. rek just scared the shit out of me, saying how i could get into trouble with the law for blogging about sensitive/racist issues.

And so i would like to clarify tat, in all due respect. I love the Muslim community and I totally adore Singapore for its multi-racial mix. Because this sweet multi-racial mix is the reason why i know Indians eat prata, chapati and they don't eat cow. And Malays eat Mee Soto, Mee Siam and Satay and cannot touch pigs or dogs. And they are usually the people that opens 24 hours so that we can satisfy our craving anytime.

So yea. I will let my previous post stay and take my chances. The worst that can happen is. If the Selamat person googles himself everyday, he will find my post, see how i look like & the things i said about him and maybe send someone to make my disappear from the face of this earth, which might not exactly be a bad ting too coz then i wont have to be around to witness their evil doings and feel lousy and sad about not being able to do anyting about it.

about terrifying terrors...

Ok. Even though i have been uber lazy lately. This latest news provoked enough frustration in me, to turn to my blog to voice my thought.

Apparently it seems, some Singapore JI jerk that walks with a limp has escaped from a detention centre! GOD how did that happen?! What ever happened to our unfalterable police force, how did they even let a limping man escape them?!

So now because of this crazy bugger, mum had to wake up at 12am in the morning, pack her stuff and leave for wrk. Bastard. I know its work and its my mum responsibilty, but HEYYYYY. if this idiot hadn't escape. None of this would even need to happened!

Damn the JI. Dun they have anything better to do?! Just what is wrong with them, What kind of satisfaction do they achieve from planning bomb attacks and killing people? Why can't the force(aka Allah) they apparently work for, make them see that the best thing they can ever do for their religion is to exterminate themselves off the face of this earth because by doing so, REAL humans with tolerance for all other religion out there can live their already so troubled lives in peace and harmony....and prosperity. And people will respect their religion instead of being resentful.

Its sucks, I'm upset, I hope as I'm typing this, our efficient task forces have already found that guy and is bringin him back to where he should be. I can't imagine living everyday in fear or having to worry about my family everytime they leave the house, or being afraid to step out of my house because i might get bombed or even seeing our beautiful concreate landscaped be blasted apart.

I will go to bed tonite with my heavy heart, praying to Allah (I am Buddhist btw).
In my prayer, i will tell Allah about his so-called religious warriors and how they are always planning to bomb places, kill people and take away innocent lives. I will tell Allah that Mas Selamat has escaped illegally and please let him be found and finally i will tell Allah that despite all the differences in languages and belief. I believe and respect Islam as a religion.

Hopefully Allah can convince all the people that kill in his name to drop their guns and use their money to do more meaningful stuff and let the world sleep in peace.

Night world.

p.s. For those still not in the loop you may want to check out the news here.
p.s.s The guy might not be limping anymore, mayb the limp was just a decoy.
p.s.s.s A guy with such a happy sounding name - Selamat, turns out to be a evil mastermind.

about 14th Feb..

Happy Valentines Everyone!!

Yey! Its that time of the year again, where guys clear their wallets and girls get gifts and both goes to dine at fancy restaurants paying double or triple the usual price, for additional lovey valentiney stuff like a rose, a mini bottle of wine/champange & chocolates, that we really don't need.
Yes. we know the usual gimmick, but who can resist them! Especially on V-Day. Right.

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I havent been updating my blog for a while now, but dun worry, i will have all the time in the world to update it on a regular basis w.e.f today!

Life recently has been packed with many exciting activities. Can't wait to share all of them in pictures. Will backtrack and take my time to chronicle them one by one, once my blogging mood is back. For now! I'm off to bumming A.G.A.I.N.

Cheerios people. Have a good celebration ahead and dun get ripped off!

p.s. I heard a 3 stalks bouquet of flowers cost $90 bucks..absolutely stunning

about 2007 vs 2008

We're already into the 6th day of 2008 and pretty soon I will be another year older. Not that it matters, I still feel 21!

2007 will be a memorable year for me.

Its the first time i ever stepped out of my comfort zone, my shy bubble and tried to make a difference in my life by attempting something i never thought possible. Cliche as it might sounds, i must say, it all wouldn't have been possible without the help and encouragement of my good friends, those kind samaritians and my lovely family.

Through it all, i saw the most heartwarming & precious gift that anyone could have given in my lifetime. My gift is their unconditional support and concern for little me. Taking time off and making the effort to be there for me, in the major milestone of my life.

So with 2007 as my benchmark, 2008 can only be better and more exciting! and so we shall see people!

Stay Tune. Stay Optimistic!

HAPPY 2008!

about doggies...

Was doing the usual Facebook stuff when i came across this superbly sweet doggy video.
So adorable right! I want a doggie too...

about recap of 2007 in numbers

Weeks leading to the new year was: A MAD DASH.

My every single day of Dec was packed with meeting with friends and running of errands. Finally the new year is here and I'm happy to just be slacking away in front of the lappy. Blogging.

The summary for the month in figures:
No. of meeting with friends that i havent see for a while - 10x
No. of photo taken - 200++
No. of parties attended - 5x
No. of weddings - 2x
No. of baby/baby showers attended - 3x
No. of exercise attempt - 2x
No. of cleaning up room - 0x
No. of naggings - 0x

2007 has been good.
2008 i'm eagerly anticipating to see how it will unveil itself. :)