Rainy days..

Rainy days. It never fails to cause depression.

A friend whom once cheered me up, came to me online suffering from momentary depression. I am bad at cheering people and i say the wrong things always at the wrong time. I feel really lousy i didn't manage to cheer him up, or at least make him leave his depression. So i decide to join him.

I often wonder how some of my friends manage to be there for everyone, has the charisma to charm everyone and the ability to care for everyone around them.
These few special friends, they are so nice that i there is not an iota of bad habits, bad thoughts which i can linked it to them, no matter how hard i try (this is just to emphasize how good they are).

I feel insecure. I worry that one day my friends will all leave me.
I am afraid that one day when i die, no one remembers i once lived.

Post Christmas blues...

Post Christmas blues. I didn't know it existed till today. Crappy SIM is the caused of it all. Today, two of my classmates got their appeal results. They didn't make it. Likewise i doubt i will too.

Feeling extremely lost at this point of time.

Merry Christmas..

What a Merry week.

Tuesday
Met up with bird-day girl Peijia, together with Denyse, Rekha, Wendy and Zhiqing at Fish & Co. It was my first time there and the food there deserves a rating of 4/5. We spent the night chit-chatting about the usual do-you-rememeber and i-saw-him/her stuff.

Wednesday
Had dinner at Nooch (also my first time) with Lily, Zizi and Zany. Haven't seen them since graduation which is like four months ago. It was pretty odd initally, us not being able to laugh at each others every crappy joke, the way we used to back in poly days. But i gradually got back that feeling. Happening events of the night would definitely be.. Zizi and Lily flirting with the waiter in Nooch, You go girls! Old habits die hard but it was totally hilarious to watch you both at it. =D

Thursday
Collected my phone from Nokia Care. Darn 6230 keep failing on me. Irony in this situation, I AM A NOKIA PROMOTER (What the..).

Friday
Christmas eve! Had a short lunch with Michelle and Prisca at Tampines Mall.
Celebrations no idea at this point in time.

To all my friends! Merry Christmas!

Tired..

Wasting my time, disrupting my assignment mood momentum to blog. Actions like this is so typical and i constantly blame it on my short attention span. Anyway...

My weekend was Great(with a capital G) !

1. Got a ring as my christmas gift from Marker dearest. I feel really bad that he has to spend the rest of the month eating grass because of the gift but hopefully Raffles Place grass is juicy enough for his appetite. =P

2. Was working at the Starhub Christmas fair with 5 Nokia promoters Shuan, Ignatius, Jin Ping, Tze Ping and Mich. It was literally "Hot as hell" with the constipated weather making the weather unbearably humid but thankfully the great company working together and the constant little treats by Michele made workin so much fun.

3. Was hanging out mostly with the two brothers and an observation which totally impressed me is....they are super chilli eaters, eating tom yam noodles with cut chillies, when i was already choking, drinking the tom yum soup. Pros!

Okie.. Thats all folks.

Mahjong Crap..

Back from another night of mahjong with my Andy, Ian and Sze han(friends cum nokia colleagues) and i am down by 60 bucks(damn damn damn!!).Last night was definitely the worse session i ever had but oh well it could have been worse, not sure better in what sense but it sounds better this way. So far i only had 4 hours of sleep and yet i'm feeling more awake than ever, probably could be still suffering from the shock, the depression, the embarassment of losing every bloody chip in my drawer.
But well.. it could have been worse. Think i'll just stick to bridge next time.

Trouble in school

School is becoming a big pain-in-the-ass. Making life difficult for me and all students alike, in an attempt to earn more money for themselves. Just because i chose a different path to reach my bachelor studies i am punished heavily for it.
I hope some government bodies will make rules and guidelines that bloody private schools like University of London has to follow and stop them from exploiting us too much. After paying so much before even starting my lessons proper, i still have to pay another few thousands for the examination papers and thousand of other nonsensical miscellaneous fees. Now after being in the course for close to four months, i get a letter telling me that my application has not been approved.
So continues another few months of worrisome wait to know the outcome of the appeal because apparently, over at the London side, there is one and only ONE person who has the ability to read and review four sheets of paper with words on it telling them why they should reconsider my application. Email seems too futuristic for them to handle therefore everything should be done via snail mail thus extending the time needed for the result to get back to Singapore.
My advice to those who are considering joining this "WONDERFOOL" school. Do not be shy to bug the coordinators to get what you want. For the amount that has been paid and will be paying in time to come, this is the minimum expectation you should have of them.