Thursday, April 28, 2005

Vent...

I'm blogging very much less than what i want to. I truly enjoy blogging and everyday i will blog in my mind and by the time i get home i would have clean forgetten about what was on my mind earlier on.

For me, blogging is now an outlet for me to organise my thoughts and make myself have a clearer picture of issues that are bothering me, instead of a channel for me to let my frens know how i'm doing...which is not true as well coz by reading the issues that bother me, they too can know how am i doing.

My life is getting pretty mundane and my new job can claim all credit for this being so. I've been complaining so much about it, till i'm beginning to irritate myself but there really isn't much i can do except to complain to try to soothe my frustrated soul.

A good news that happened today - SIA called me back, despite my irresponsible behaviour of missing an interview date. I'm real thankful for this second chance but yet, this chance left me in a state of confusion once again.

A friend once commented that i still have doubts about what i want in life. Its not exactly a flattering statement but its a statement which describe me truly. I wish i was more sure, looks like its about time i spend some quality time to think about it else i will only be wasting more of my precious time.

Hmm.. i dun really have any point to make in this post, but after so much effort spent typing out this post. I will keep it here for the sake of keeping my blog alive and i'm glad creating this post took my mind off issues which had been churning inside my head.

Off to bed now.. Good night fellow earthlings~

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

all the best and good luck for your interview, and hope you'll find your directions real soon... =D

Derrick Loo said...

we all encounter crossroads during our big journey called life, no matter which path we have chosen in the end, what's the most important? that you commit to what you have chosen? that you will enjoy every second of it, no matter how good or crap it is?
on bottom note: never look back..
cheers.. :)