Insomnia~

Urgh~ Its now 2.27am. 6 more hours and i will have to be up.
I cannot sleep!!! Damn insomnia. damn damn damn insomnia. So this is how it feels like. Trapped in between wanting to sleep cos u know you will have another long day ahead and being unable to do just that.

I'm feeling oh-so-grumpy... I feel like i'm losing touch with friends. At work where i usually get to catch up with them. I'm recently flushed with many many work every single day. Sometimes i wonder, am i just incompetently slow or is there just too much work for me to handle (ohhh. maybe i found the cause of why i'm awake).

Well if it helps at all, i guess at least i know Mich and Jo graduated; Amber's going ahead with the shave head for cancer kids campaign; Wendy's got a new job; Ching's still obessesed with chicken rice; D has started her accounting studies; Rek is back from Aussie; PJ's boss is getting married; lily found a new job and zane is working like mad as usual.

Still can't sleep.... Will go watch youtube, streaming at such unearthly hours is heaven. No traffic. Just me and the network.

Night night

Family Dinner @ Jade Restuarant

I just cannot resist the temptation to not get one of this revolving cube for myself. Saw it Wendy's site, she copied the idea from a fren and i copied the idea from her. Keke. How innovative.

Pictures here was taken during our family dinner at Jade restuarant. The food there was good, but it will cost just as fantastic, luckily we had a $300 voucher to offset. Total bill amounted to $500++.

Also in the picture, you can see uncle Tan, my new ermm.. date?
Till today i'm still not very comfortable telling people i'm attached. I wonder why? At times i still feel that i am unprepared for a relationship. I read about friends loving their boy so much so much, planning to get engage and stuff and I am very envious but yet if i simulate myself in that kind of situation, the whole idea scares and overwhelms me. Is this a crisis of some sort? Any where i can seek help from? Tell me if you know. :

Of course after hanging out with Uncle almost every other day for 3 months. I would be lying if i don't feel anything for uncle, but sometimes i really wish i was carefree and single again. Perhaps once again, its a scenerio where right things are happening at the wrong time. I am one big confused soul.

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Dear all, for clarifications sake, the above statement was made by a very selfish pris who fears the pain when things go wrong. No part of it was triggered by bad feelings / misunderstandings between Uncle and Pris. In fact Uncle has been nicest so far. Never had Pris met anyone as doting, caring and sweet. He who will make her breakfast, picks her up from work whenever his work schedule allow (which is almost everyday) and attempts to understands her need for freedom and outing with friends girls and guys inclusive.

Thank you uncle Tan. I really appreciate all of it. :) I am not the best, but i will keep trying.

Last thing before i sign off. Congrats Mich and Jo for safely and smoothly cruising through university after 3 long years!?! Nice convocation pics too. Literary cheers to you both for now, lets do a real live one soon..

Sweet dreamz...Beauty sleep here i come...

Back again.

After many months of silence and inactivity. I finally sat myself down to blog.
I have 15 more minutes till sleeping time... Tomorrow's Monday again, wish the weekends didnt have to pass so soon?! where are those long weekends??!! I want long weekends!!

My life has been really busy of late.. Mostly work related, it sounds boring - but i'm liking it although many a time i wish things could be better.

I have intentions to update my ongoings for the past few months that i disappeared but instead of me writing a 10,000 word summary about it. i'll upload pictures to update bit by bit.

So back to today...i finally caught 'CARS' today with Mr Tan. So cute - they had mosquitoes that are car-shaped (PIXAR ROX)!! simply Love it!!

the show had a very typical Disney ending but it still works for me, the fairy-tale, everyone-leaves-cinema-happy kinda ending works well with me everytime, anytime.
Ever since i was young, i have always enjoyed Disney cartoons. I love them for the colorful graphics, the catchy--original-motivational soundtrack and of course the inspirational message they try to convey in every of their cartoon.

In CARS, humility, hardwork and friendship was the message. I did enjoy the show very much but how everything falls in place for the happy ending finale left me pondering a little.
In reel life, if you are humble and hardworking, you will achieve your goal.
But in real life? I say - i hope it was just as easy. :)
Perhaps i will be shifting to watch more of Dreamworks cartoon, where storylines are more realistic..so that i too can be realistic..

Time for me to catch up on sleep. Will upload the backdated events bit by bit. Stay tuned!

Good night.