the one about post competition

My Gal Pals with their respective partners, you girls rock!


To my dearest friends & family, no words can ever describe my gratitude & appreciation to you guys! Thank u so much for taking time off your work/ studies / activities to rush down to Mediacorp to support & watch me perform. It was an honour to be performing for you guys. :)
And to friends that messaged to support and encouraged me. I love you all!

Sorry i teared so uncontrollably on national TV after the results yesterday... i definitely am not trying to win sympathy ok! :P

My tears were 10% for being booted out and 90% for you my family and friends. I was overwhelmed, to see you all, people who are so dear to me cheering and supporting me on, despite already knowing that i was eliminated. and this i feel further up my emotions and tears

no doubt i was disappointed about being booted out, but after much thought i guess the person whose most qualified to be out was.... me.
I did my best and though it was not good enough for the judges, i felt it was a personal breakthrough, to stand on stage to perform for thousands out there (i dun even get the chance to present at work during meetings) and to smoothly deliver everything that i had train for - no hiccups during my dance and acting, and that night was my best. Hope you all did enjoy that bit.

Being the greenhorn that i am, i did not expect much. The only expectation of myself was that each time i stand on stage for the public, my friends and my family, i must do better than my previous and this i'm sure, i did it that night. From my first embarrassing stage appearance during the press conference, to my very last stage performance on the competition night, i can feel the difference and how i was growing less nervous with each chance that i have.
Hopefully, i will have the chance again to perform and continue to see myself grow in this aspect.
Being a top 20 was a already a very huge gift to me from the divine powers that i believe in. And I'm really thankful that i have this wonderful competition to mark as one of the milestone I've achieved in this lifetime.
An event which i can look back at when I'm older, smile and say "I pursued a dream & I got my chance of living it" :)

Live your dream people! Its wonderful to know that you made it happen!!

p.s This post was written many weeks ago but it will be what i feel for the rest of my life.

the one about...Revival

Well... I'm not sure if its revival or good bye.

Its been a good long time my last entry. I'm finally free to be sitting in front of my PC and thinking of what i should do next.
For the first time this year i'm not feeling exhuasted. Work has so taken its toll and given me tonnes of accumulated tired tokens.

I'm officially on my one month break, this month would probably not be any less busy but i'm thankful that this opportunity came along and i'm finally doing different for a change.

I'm under contract to not reveal much about it, but to all dear friends who knows whats gonna be happening..
Thank you for all your encouragements and constant support and all your calls to check on whats happening. It warms my heart to know you guys care this much. :)

To my dear relatives who helped out on Sunday, words can't describe how thankful i am for you all being there. Thank u all so so much!

My hair's been cut, but no pictures though, for some strange reason, i feel that taking pictures alone by meself seemed to be the weirdest action alive. So yeap heres the offical announcement that I've finally gotten over my photo-whoring phase, without much effort or cold turkey treatment.
You know its over when one day, you search your computers for "recent pictures of yourself" & realise you have none & you simply refuse to whip out a camera to capture that "recent picture".

I think work contributed to the death of photo-whoring. It leaves u dead tired everyday & nothing ever seems fun anymore.
All i want to do everyday, is to sit & stone and not think about anything that gives me even a wee bit of stress. Kinda like preppin myself to welcome the alzhiemer disease.

So within this month, i shall use this break to bring myself back to live. To love all those things i used to love about living. To find back my passion!

Yes!!!

the one about watch movie...

I caught two movies in two consecutive nights.

I watched Blood Diamond last evening and "Night at the Museum" on Wed.

Blood Diamond is so depressing, i never knew so much conflict and blood was shed just for the sake of a tiny little stone that reflects light.
A life is taken just so that a stone can be don all shining and pretty on our fat,thin,skinny long necks. Kids are forced to join rebels, made to kill, fed with drugs. Families are forced apart just to make them live in fear all for the sake of diamonds!
Its pure senseless killing la, luckily now there's no more such things according to the movie disclaimer.
Heng man, Midway thru the movie i almost wanted to whisper to Ernest that i dun think i will want a diamond ring liao. Luckily i keep my mouth shut till end of the show...

"Night at the Museum" was very funny and heart warming. Wun wanna post any spoilers. Just wanna say.. "DUMB DUMB GIVE ME GUM GUM.... DUMB DUMB"..

=D

the one about online quizzies II...

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

This website is very encouraging. i like it...

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses to your special guy And that's the key: he's got to be special to get your kiss Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?
They got this one right. Not bad..

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a dormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Are You High Maintenance?

Wah say. making me feel super good. "too good to be true sial"

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Ernest! See see! I'm a Total Catch! I'm totally estatic..

the one about online quizzies...

I got bored at work and decided to surf around a bit and came to here... The site of many many quiz...

I feel like i'm back in school. My work motivation is 50% of wat it used to be..
Back then i would be busily doing work and not think of skiving but now... my boss is like the discipline master... only when she's around then i will be doing more work related stuff.. else majority of my sites are... not exactly very work related..